I’ve decided to do a scribble of my inner critic, my self-doubt gremlin. I’m going to draw her and give her a name. I started to doodle her this morning when I got to work, and she looked alot like the Bride of Gollum, if ever there was such a bride. Same pose and everything. Funny thing is, I exaggerated all the features that I like least about myself and that’s how she turned out. I wonder if there’s something there. Gollum was an evil Smeagol who had his own inner dialogues with his negative thoughts… just out loud.
I’m going to lunch now to visit Maggie, and on the way there in the car I plan to poke more fun at my whiny tiny alter ego in hopes I will take a little power away from her. She may make an appearance later.